Ok, so I can't sleep b/c I'm so stressed out! We had foundation work done on our house today and tomorrow they start re-doing our floors and then we have a handy-man for touch-ups and then we put our house on the market?!?!? It stresses me out so much to think about this...
- keeping the house perfect at all times!!
- how long will it take to sell?
- what if it sells and there isn't a good house for us to move into?
- what if no one wants to buy it, will that hurt my feelings?
- what if it sales and I'm too emotionally attached to leave b/c it's our first house?
- what if we move and hate our new house and miss this one?
- what if it's b/w a smaller house or an ugly house that we can afford...how does one decide?
- what if we don't move and get stuck in the new house forever due to economic uncertainty?
And then lately, this is ridiculous I know, but I worry about having 5 kids. I have always wanted to have 5 kids b/c I love families with 5 kids and I think it's the perfect number, but lately I just start feeling overwhelmed by my 3 and I think, I know I want to have at least 4 kids, but 5??? I am coming up on 30 FAST and 30 is old, so I don't want to wait and take a break. And I get all stressed out and really and truly, this is a silly thing to worry about. I just need to take one day at a time!!!
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